My sister and I had the most interesting conversation on the phone the other day… It went a little like this…
Steph- “Buddy I’m weird.”
Wendy- “Why?”
Steph- “ Every morning I wake up… I go to school… Learn… play basketball and come home. But I realized I do more than that.”
Wendy- “Like What?”
Steph- “No buddy this is the part that just gets me… You know when you get up in the morning and you get dressed, you look nice for yourself… because that is what matters, not what people think but how comfortable you are with your self. Have you ever noticed that there will be that one person at school that you may never talk to, you may pass once in the hall, and you may never learn their name but once you see them your whole day is turned around. You put on that nice shirt rather than the older once just in case you pass him that day. You go to skip class but you see him down the hall, you take the turn into the classroom because you suddenly feel motivated to learn, or you might even put that extra curl in your hair for him that day… Buddy does this make me weird?”
Wendy- “No way that happens to me too… You know that there is about a 1% chance anything would happen with the person but it’s just seeing them that makes you somehow want to succeed…”

So after this conversation we decided that this is funny, exciting and maybe only a Toews thing… It has absolutely nothing to do with self-confidence, self-esteem, or lack of Jesus in our lives. It’s not like we go home and fantasize about this person. It’s just the initial view. But the question is… Where does this come from? Does anyone know what I’m talking about???? Jenn you for sure do you are still a Toews at heart lol!