I'm leaving in three days! I can't believe how fast time is going. My parents keep asking me if i'm excited to go because lately I haven't really showed any emotion at all about this whole thing! To be honest I really haven't started feeling any emotion until yesterday night! I left work knowing I only had one shift left and it was the most amazing feeling!
People ask if I'm scared to go! I'm not scared because I'll be shooting a gun or in the postion to get physical with someone. But I'm moving away from home, to a city that I have only be in for about 30 mintues a visit, knowing no one, understanding that I will not be moving back home after i'm finished there but rather to a more foreign place further up north! That thought is very scary but I've realized that it's so scary that it's not... If i worry about this stuff and become scared of it I'm missing out on the whole adventure!
I have bought so many new clothes!!! I look so business like now!!! I've spent alot of money and to be honest I have no idea what my balance looks like on my visa... but I look good and i guess that's all that matters hahaha!!
I have two days off now and I better make them productive!!! Lots to do!!